The Wonderfools

烂

2012-01-19T23:46:00.003+08:00

最近心情陷入了低潮
第一次被人当面拒绝，感觉真的很沮丧
我很努力安慰自己，没什么的
以后，你就会习惯了
会麻木的
第一次，总是会在乎一点

只是忍不住怨恨自己
为什么我会那么差，
为什么会让别人有机会拒绝我
会不会是因为我实在烂透了
会不会以后都是不被赏识

我好想知道
是我从没有过机会
还是我自己错过了机会

是我

2011-12-13T21:36:00.003+08:00

突然发现，很久没有post了，是时候上来兜个圈。

每一段都是生活里的一个抒发没什么好太认真的

话说这一阵子遇见了许多事

许多是我不能说出口的

所以越来越沉默有一瞬间

担心自己哑了

呵呵可笑。

不被理解的感觉让我好沮丧

那段时间里试过一次狠狠地哭了很久很久

当时我觉得我应该把明年的quota都哭光了

也好那明年我就不会再掉泪了

真的就那么简单吗？

呵呵可笑。

被人视而无睹的感觉真的很差

站在他面前我觉得我比任何人都逊色

我想他倒也很希望他看不见我

绕过我对所有其他人好

忍受不了别人的轻视

我宁愿让自己也学会冷漠

看起来不在乎至少输不了多少

我就是那么好强！

或许很幼稚吧但这是我生活的方式

真的只要这样就不会受伤吗？

呵呵可笑。

而当你每一句话都可以变成别人茶余饭后的话题时

你就会明白什么是连微笑都是错

愿意对自己好的人很多

但会对你明嘲暗讽你敢保证不是他们？

有些人总会用尽每一次他们有的机会

好保证你难过

大了就别傻了还以为就只有好人吗？

呵呵可笑

有些人看着我说我有很多选择

是的再看近一点好吗？

我拥有的不是要不要

而是能不能

选择说穿了

不过是愿不愿意妥协

僵持再久还是得向现实低头

不是我要不要而是我能不能不要？

可笑的是我。

话说，以前要看戏，总有人陪

现在... 人呢？？？！！！！ =.=

我要看mission imposible啦！！

Alvin and the Chipmunks

Arthur Christmas

还有我期待已久的 New Year Eve~~~!!

怎么有那么多套戏我都还没看~~~！ OMG

人呢？？？？？！夭寿啦~ T^T

鱼缸

2011-11-22T02:40:00.000+08:00

当我哭的时候，你会把衣服脱给我擦眼泪吗？♥

或许是前几天把小说拿出来翻看吧，所以看电影时，难免会比较，反而较难被感动。没有预期中的狂哭全场，还蛮失望的呢。不过，我还是有被触动的，最让我为之动容的一幕，就是当沈佳宜痛哭时，柯腾把衣服脱了给她擦眼泪，那实在很窝心。:)

电影结束后，心里是温暖的。常常因为我们都太平凡了，平凡到愿意说服自己，不配拥有美丽的爱情。我觉得这电影想要告诉所有人，美丽的爱情，不只是发生在电影情节里，它真的存在在现实生活里。这电影就是一些平凡人的爱情缩写，九把刀正是柯腾。活在这世上，我们都拥有平等的机会，去拥有幸福，并没有人比你多一点。当然，我不是沈佳宜，所以也不会奢望会遇见向柯滕一样的男孩子。但是，可以带着一个总有一天会幸福的希望离场，我的心暖暖的。

正因为还懵懂，所以才会毫无顾忌，不顾一切，毫无保留的去爱一个人。当我们越长大，这份勇气，就会越来越少。这就是为什么青春那么可贵吧？因为这或许是人生里最勇敢，过得最自我的时候了。张学友说过一句话，我到现在印象都还很深刻，拥有青春的人就好像活在鱼缸里的鱼，你以为氧气无处不在。直到有一天你发现自己在外挣扎时，才懂得，你曾经住在鱼缸里，却再也回不去。回头一看，你的青春还在吗？不管你离青春有多远，我都希望你可以为了自己而努力，别在错过后说后悔。

祝全世界都得到幸福。

在我忙着抄笔记的时代里

太阳系还有九个行星

星座也只有十二个

流行花园是最好看的偶像剧

数理科还是用着马来文

政府也没有给我一百块 T^T

不知不觉原来也变了那么多

青春我是否还拥有你？

话说，柯震东实在太帅了！完完全全就正中我那一型。哎哟~相逢恨晚啦！

微雨之城

2011-11-14T02:41:00.005+08:00

对，无声的存在。

也就是没有人知道她曾经存在在你的生命里。

你有过这样的对象吗？不管是朋友，还是情人，还是难以断定彼此关系的那个人。

他曾经在你的生命故事里留下很美丽的篇幅，甚至是一整个章节，但除了你们两个人之外，却没有人知道他曾经存在过。

这种无声的存在是很寂寞，也很美丽的。

——微雨之城 by 藤井树

我很喜欢这本书，看完一个月了，还是常常想起书里的情节。因为虽然书里是一个又一个遗憾的故事，却不是悲剧收场。我们常常想要活得没有遗憾，可是遗憾确确实实是人生的一部分，拥有遗憾，不代表再不会得到幸福。有时候，我们太注重于完美，总想着不要留下缺口，而忽略了自己真正想要的。不管做什么选择，被放弃的那个选择，仍是个遗憾。人生得分岔口太多了，没有两全其美的时候，我们只好选择，可以放弃的。

或许我的人生里注定带着一些遗憾，曾经的无话不说，变成了无话可说。但有了遗憾才懂得回忆的价值，不是吗？:)

而这无声的存在依然美丽。

ps: shit，又post中文了，明明说了要post英文的。 =.='''

ps2: 重看‘鱼跃在花见’搞得我一整天活在对寿司无限渴求的深渊中。T^T

ps3: 被wan jun的IQ题考倒了，结果又再被人说我苯，真想大喊，大人，冤~枉~啊~！

hmm?

2011-11-03T01:14:00.002+08:00

I was reading my old posts and i realised that i have quite a kick-ass attitude back then. I don't even remember that i wrote

Dedicated to all son-of-the-bitch on Earth

before. *laughs* I've been too settle down for these recently. I think i wanna pick it up into my pockets again :) Sometimes you have to go extreme to give life some spice.

beer is the finest companion, laughter is the best weapon :)

星空

2011-10-31T16:39:00.003+08:00

细数繁星闪烁细数此生奔波原来所有所得所获不如一夜的星空

the less important me

2011-10-28T17:01:00.000+08:00

Yes. I created this image.

Sometimes, i feel myself so small that nobody sees me. Sometimes i scare that i might be invisible eventually, and nobody ever notice my disappearance from the world. Sometimes i look at the mirror for so long, wondering what i am not good enough? There is always something else that is more important than me. There is always something that come first before me.

If promises were glasses, I would own so many of them, that smashed and shattered on the floor, cutting my foot every move i make. I take promises seriously, but people don't take me seriously. Just a fool, just a fool.

When will be the date, where you finally realize that i stood there so long, waiting for you to turn around and say 'hey i see you too'?

I'm just a nobody, wanting to be somebody.

(This is actually a post i wrote so long ago, old enough for me to forget when i wrote it, i dig it out from my drafts, and aha, it still fits me somehow. )

有时候太瞧得起自己

有些人总会不经意的提醒你的微不足道

别在意这不过是个温馨提示

在某些人的眼里你永远都是次等

小聊

2011-10-13T15:32:00.002+08:00

舒舒服服的坐在床边小角
抱着软绵绵的被单
今天是好天 :)

不想去讨论在意不在意这摊子的事
总觉得这不是我该担心的事
托着腮看着身边的人疑惑的表情
抛给我的一个个问题
嘴角上扬天掉下来就当被盖吧

很多时候,
我们选择担心从不在我们可以控制范围里的事情
今天我想当个普通人
只在乎晚餐到底是什么?

回到槟城真好
:)

遇见

2011-09-25T03:32:00.003+08:00

原来与某些人的相遇

是为了提醒你曾经住在你心里的另一个人

他们未必长相相似

或许就一个动作一个简单的句子

所有不安的感觉，就在身上乱窜

但每当看到这个朋友

自然的浮现另一个人的名字

总觉得掉入了流沙慢慢被吞噬

催了眠般不管去到哪里

目光不由自主地停在他身上

我到底怎么了！

害怕却又不由自主地想要更接近他

最后到底是

希望看到更多那个人的影子

还是努力的发现他们是不同的个体

我混淆了

没想到自以为忘了的竟然可以如此的清晰

至少可以告诉自己

曾经懵懂的我认真付出过

所以才会不能自己

或许这个旅程就是想要告诉我

世界可以是很辽阔的

不是每个相似的人都是同一种人

我相信生命里总会遇见更好的 :)

不如说与某些人的相遇

是为了提醒自己成长了多少

离开过去又有多遥远了

就流浪吧

2011-09-06T06:36:00.002+08:00

再一个星期，就要结束17年的求学生涯了。

英国，谢谢你为我画上一个完美的句号。

我很开心有机会见识到地球另一半的美丽

我就好像是在流浪的小王子，

再一个月，就回去寻找等待我的那朵玫瑰。:)

在这里三个月，心里有过许多感动

看过无数的美景，吃过道地的小食

体验了，我从没有过的冒险

都值得了

至于那些我留下的遗憾，

别怕，我一定会再回来弥补

然后，就要开始工作

为自己的肚子负责，不能让它挨饿

负担，挨骂，折腾，委屈。。。。

等一下

谁说，我回去受死了？

我准备好要去大人的世界流浪了！

谁吓唬我说未来是只大老虎的

那我就当个剑士去将它驯服 :)

我不懂到底未来是怎么了

但是我受够害怕了，我懒得理它了

反正是好是坏，我都得面对

我不管了啦！

直到我愿意以前，没有人可以命令我长大！

曾经我希望大家都维持不变

因为我担心，我会少了依赖

但与其这样，不如大家都走吧

我一定会用自己的脚步跟上的

只要能在未来的路上相遇，那分开又算得上什么？:)

那就流浪吧，一定会很精彩的！

2011-09-01T01:11:00.002+08:00

Don't mess with me, or i'll make your day worst than mine :)

困窘

2011-08-30T01:43:00.004+08:00

有时候，面对残局

我有点不知所措。

抓破脑袋，还是不懂

什么该是最好的办法

然后懊恼为何让自己

陷入这个困窘

我这不善言辞的人

碰壁了吧~

唉

有些事情，真的很怪。

2011-08-28T01:09:00.002+08:00

伦敦，无以伦比的美丽 ♥

la la la~

2011-08-23T03:26:00.002+08:00

有些回忆藏在旋律里

当歌曲开始响起，脑海就如电影般

一幕幕在播送。

每个人，都有一首歌吧？

曾经，我快乐地笑着，

夜半绕着山路，一起唱着。

不知不觉，我也长大了。

可以微微笑拥抱回忆，真的很好。:)

random

2011-08-19T18:50:00.003+08:00

Kinda updating my blog very often recently. Bare with me please, the next month should be an empty month as i'll be away for 3 weeks trip :P So, alcohol tolerance went up a little, i dunno should i be happy or not. Hmm.. Time past so fast, it's only a month plus left in UK. Arghhh.... i haven't finish playing yet!!! I dont wanna go home so soon :(

By the way, mood is much better, wonder if it's because i went to ice-skating, or because i finally done some shopping yesterday :P Ice-skating is so fun, but i haven't play roller blade since standard 4, feel so scared when i first step on the slippery skating field. Haha. (i was once a pro, u know~)

=/

2011-08-17T07:19:00.002+08:00

i need to learn how to put a smile on my face again :/

My mood been real down these few days for no reason, and i get grumpy for almost everything, my face is like the whole world owe me 100 billion.

this is probably PMS

or, mostly because i have not done any shopping for almost 3 weeks.

Argh.. why women? :/

btway, just finished watching Thailand movie 'A Little Thing Called Love'. It's a really nice movie, i think every girl experienced the same thing when they fall in love. Totally cry my ass off, my pillow is still wet :P

笑一个

2011-08-14T07:48:00.005+08:00

今天心情很好

虽然一整天都在assignment中度过

但是我还是微笑着

我想，有时候开心不需要理由 :)

找不到方法去分享我的快乐，那就po在这里

让它定格吧~

希望所有在考试的，即将考试的

都不要给自己太大压力好好加油！^^

Where is the love?

2011-08-10T06:59:00.004+08:00

There is riot in London for continuously 3days, and now it's spreading to Manchester, Birmingham, Liverpool and the north-west area.

Looters are breaking into stores wherever they can see and snatching all the things from the shops. Setting fires to buildings and destroying cars on the streets.

People are killed.

Helicopters' sound is everywhere in Sheffield for this whole night, it's making people feel more and more insecure. There are sirens' sound and police everywhere at the area 10 minutes away from my hostel. People say, there will be riots there, or tomorrow.

But no matter what happened in the chaotic world. I am still good, no worries. :)

recent me

2011-08-02T20:15:00.005+08:00

难得放上自己的照片，真是十年不逢一润。其实纯粹想要haolian一下我那件10英镑的levi's。hahahahaha! XP

by the way,

烦啊~现实的问题越来越多，要考虑的事情也更多了。还没步入社会，就已经天花地乱了呀。　@.@

右肩

2011-07-30T01:55:00.002+08:00

摸摸右肩，辛苦你了

真对不起，总是要你牺牲

出门时常让瘦瘦的你背着重重的背包

一整天都没有休息

任性的我还为你画上大花脸，

让你从此以后面对异样眼光

而且有时候还常常让你去撞门撞墙壁 ^^'''

谢谢你，还是对我不离不弃

从不曾抱怨或者发牢骚

回家后，我带你去做spa :)

europe, scotland, london trip时，还请你多多关照哦~

lesson

2011-07-29T02:55:00.003+08:00

This is what i learnt today. Not a clue what i'm talking about? Haha, i guessed that too. It's ok, i'll tell you :)

Which one do you see first? the musician or the girl?

In my class today, my lecturer gave us a similar picture and ask us, which one do you see? some said musician and some said the girl.

The matter of fact is, it doesn't matter which one you see first, you're correct :) There is nothing wrong of another person seeing the other side that you don't. It's just different perspective :)

Some times in life, we are too stubborn to change, believing we are the right one, and when others saying anything other, we tend to say they are wrong. Open up your mind, some times we have be brave enough to admit that, everything has more than one side of view, and we can't see all of them :)

by the way, read this from the e-newspaper today, i admire his determination in achieving his goal, never give up even when he has been betrayed by family. Even at this age, he still fight for what he want. How many of us can do that...?

亲侄出卖·女儿夺产　4亿富豪沦落

2011-07-28T07:10:00.004+08:00

有时候，不管再难过，还是有人愿意温暖一个阴天。

加油吧~

Fussy!!

2011-07-27T22:17:00.004+08:00

i'm hungry

in fact i'm too hungry now that my mood is so bad

i feel like punching people

and the peanut butter for breakfast today taste badly

my milk is expired

things don't work out like what i expected

ignorance is such a bitch

knocked a pole when i walk to university

the presentation is a big piece of mess

preparation is not yet done

and i have no clue on how to improve it

today is a bad day. VERY BAD DAY, it all get worst when i'm hungry. :(

Postscript:

i finally went to kitchen and have lunch with Jiaxin. She said i was sooooo fussy that even when i chew the grapes i chewed it so hard.. and the whole meal my eyebrows were tighten together. HAHAHA, burst out in laughter immediately.. ^^'''

and when she ask me which pizza to eat tonight, i answered her, whichever that looks more 欠打 and she laugh like nobody's business. What so wrong about that?! i was in a bad mood mer....! XP

喵 :3

2011-07-25T23:50:00.003+08:00

今天忽然很想变成一只猫~ 怪

都怪今天天气太好了，整个人超级慵懒就是了

什么事都不想干，什么事都没兴趣

有时候赖在床上，滚来滚去

毫无意义地把一整天耗掉

心情也会很高兴，不是吗？:)

有没有人可以让我撒撒娇呢？meow^^

Just a little bit

2011-07-19T00:45:00.005+08:00

来到这里，一直都没有想写东西的心情，draft了一大堆，到最后还是丢进垃圾桶。

今天，断断续续地，终于拼凑出一些文字，替自己开了一扇窗。:)

有人告诉我，在英国会学会的一件事，叫做humble

见过世界有多大，才懂得该学会谦卑

体会过别人的大量，就会为自己的肤浅而惭愧

看着陌生的厨房，妈妈的唠叨就会响在耳旁

曾经为了小事沾沾自喜，却不懂得天高地厚

我想，我们都需要经历某些事情，才懂得长大

然后开始学会

不想变雪条就得看天气预报

想要吃饭，就改学懂得饭煮多久才会熟

不想迷路，那开始学着看地图

想要出门，就胆粗粗的自己安排旅行。

而我想我学会的第一个单字，是treasure

打从第一站York到Bicester Village，就珍惜每一秒钟

那种赞叹，真的会让人心醉，

好像童话故事，都在面前上演般

不只是美丽的建筑和风景，而是发现自己懂的，很少。

不管再累，再想休息，都还是会往前走

因为，我们都不知道，下一次再来，我们会是几岁

是否还有力气去跑？

有时候走在街上，还是会不自觉的微笑

生活在一个陌生的城市，不同的风景，不同的文化，

现在的我竟然习以为然，不可思议 :)

这一个短暂的人生暑假，是一个大大的幸福

我们都需要学习，

有些人需要的是时间，有些人需要的是改变，有些人需要的，是离开。

这个离开，只有4个月，

或许能够学会的，不多。

包袱太重，旅途怎么会快乐？

所以一开始在意的事情，都在学着放开

那，我会拥有更灿烂的笑容。^^

噢，对了，

也是时候该学会如何过马路

和如何不要在上完课后，回家的路途中走错路。。

而一直执著的，也要求自己慢慢放弃。

或许有些机会是留给更值得的人吧。

牙医事件

2011-07-15T18:59:00.002+08:00

或许是和朋友聊太多小时候看牙医的恐怖事件

昨天晚上竟然梦到

我坐在椅子上一直有人想要拔我的牙

虽然我一直嚷着不要不要

可是还是被拔了好多颗牙！！！

结果吓醒以后

第一件事情就是翻开被单跑下床

冲去镜子前面照一照

还要用舌头来数一数

28颗还有两颗小小智慧牙都到齐

才松了一口气~

各位小孩子们，牙医真的是世界上最恐怖的医生

拜托没事不要找上门啊~！

Smartie

2011-07-05T07:15:00.002+08:00

Hey people, gonna let you know the new blog i've created for the blogging competition. As i said before, this blog is solely for personal purposes, i don't wanna make it like some kind of travel guide -.- So, all the detailed information about my day trips will be posted there. Welcome to have a look :)

The Smartie

Whitby

2011-07-05T01:02:00.003+08:00

喜欢悠闲的城市

喜欢平静的海面，船只慢慢的航行

喜欢肥皂泡泡在天空中慢舞，变成数不完的小彩虹

喜欢很多很多白色的屋子

喜欢需要排队半小时才能吃到的fish and chips

喜欢一路上一直听到海鸥的叫声

喜欢看到一些奇奇怪怪的街头表演者

喜欢一间间五颜六色的小房间

喜欢那一望无际的蓝蓝海水，白白浪花

喜欢在我手上的大大个的香草雪糕

喜欢嘴里哼着 hey soul sister

我好喜欢whitby。

虽然现在有这一颗被晒伤的红鼻子~

Journey :)

2011-06-30T01:30:00.004+08:00

Alright, here's my busy schedule for my coming 3 months in UK. Although PASBD is making my life a little tied down as i have presentation every week. My Tuesday no-class-day has become the assignment-preparation-day -.- but life can still be fun if you make time for it :)

July

1st Sheffield Welcome Party and Party at Leadmill

2nd Day trip to Whitby

3rd English Garden Party

9th Day trip to Blackpool

10th Day trip to York Designer Outlet and Lavender Farm

16th Day trip to Oxford

22th-24th Overnight trip to Liverpool and Cheshire Oaks

30th Day trip to Leeds

August

Overnight Trip to London

Day trip to Birmingham

Day trip to Stonehenge

Preparation for final assignments and Phrase Test

September

1-12th Preparation for exam

13-16th EXAMINATION

17-30th 14days Euro trip

October

2-6th 4days trip to Scotland

GOING HOME! :)

See, home ain't that faraway now, isn't it? Sometimes when i'm here i think i still have long to go before i go home, but sometimes when i look to my plans and trips, i'll think that the time i have now is not really enough to play it all. So wait for me, alright? :)

I'll study as hard as i can and play as fun as i can too. Hopefully all the plans up there will work out well. We all know life don't come twice right? So make it counts!

Happily mine :)

2011-06-24T02:54:00.004+08:00

I've decided not to use this blog to join blogging competition, cause i found myself unable to express my true self ever since i decided to join the competition. That's why i haven't been updating for so long. Cause i'm not willing to cheat on my blog or making it commercial for the university :)

Everytime i try to write something i end up measuring my post if it's understandable, if it's attractive enough, if it's showing what an international student should show? Then eventually that post will be deleted 3:

Of course they did tell us about just be yourself and write whatever you feel. Even if i can do that i still can't overcome the problem that i cannot use chinese to write my blog if i enter the competition. Torturous betul. I'm used to use chinese in my writing already! How can i quit it just because of a netbook? :/

This is my blog so i would like to keep it MINE.

前几天买了鸡蛋，然后发现

不管三岁还是三十岁，捧着鸡蛋时都会如第一次般小心翼翼

回到家里，鸡蛋完好无缺，就像个保护了地球的大英雄，自豪不已 :)

hello!

2011-06-15T01:20:00.003+08:00

Alright people! Just in case you didn't notice, i'm in UK right now. It's been 5 days yet i'm still excited all over everything here.

Before i begin everything, a big thank you for the farewell gifts, I love 'em all so much. Thanks for the effort for trying make me feel better about leaving alone. Except for the luring for supper, curry mee, pasar malam... -.- Thanks for wishing me good luck, thanks for all the reminder for not forgetting my stuff. Not a stuff lost yet, other than my new bought mirror, which disappeared from my bag =.=

i carry all your wishes all the way from Penang to Sheffield, they warm me on the coldest day :)

I suffered for jet lag for the first two days, it was tiring enough but i'm good as new now, YAY! Weather is getting warmer as well. Though i like the coldness and i am the only one who wear the least but too low temperature is not good! >< Last two days, there were vapor coming out of my mouth when i speak. Can you imagine? haha

And everyday is so action-packed. I don't know why but we always end up spending a day soooooooo fast. i can't believe it's already the fifth day here! :) Every night i close my eyes, i hope morning would come sooner, so that i can wake up and see all the new stuffs that come to my life :)

Oh ya, did i mentioned that i'm going to join the blogging competition organized by our university, Sheffield Hallam University (SHU)? Hah, hope i can win it! :D

stay tuned for more updates :)

i don't have a minute to waste, life is so fun to live with :)

the favorite color of my ear

2011-05-21T23:32:00.004+08:00

Just an attribution to my favorite band

I really love their songs a lot

it always makes me unconsciously nod my head to the beat of the song and smile like dumb.

Thank you, for making my bad days better, making my good days shine brighter.

The most special spice to my ear of all time. :)

Maroon 5 ♥

,

2011-05-16T10:48:00.004+08:00

I wrote a long post and then i deleted it.
I realize we have too much that we're only allow to see
not speak.
But ask us, cause we're the one that know what has changed.
Don't stop us before we finish a sentence, just because it's not something you would like to hear.
We were asked to be innocent but you feed us with monster.

Sun will Shine, My Friend!

2011-04-30T11:18:00.002+08:00

I have some friends that are feeling down and torn recently. I have a lot that i wish to tell them but I'm never someone who is good with words or expressing myself.

Sometimes when bad things happens, i wish i can give you a big hug, tell you everything is gonna be ok, instead of standing there. Sometimes i wish i can touch your mind and pull everything that bugs you out just like that, but my hands ain't no magic.

But, please do remember to look up the sun that is shinning up in the sky, cause i've sent it to warm you up :) There might be cloudy day sometimes, but never mind, i can always share my blanket with you when you're cold :)

life isn't about surviving the storms, but it's about how to dance in the rain.

Ipoh tunnel

2011-04-29T00:46:00.003+08:00

my friend told me before that if you hold your breath when you went through the Ipoh tunnel, then you can make a wish at the end of tunnel and it will come true.

so i hold my mouth and nose so tide, cause it's an very important wish to me, i don't want any oxygen or carbon dioxide to spoil it.

we'll know if the tunnel grant my wish, next year. :)

Time made us vulnerable

2011-04-24T18:03:00.000+08:00

时间是一支魔术棒

可以让粗糙的沙子变成美丽的珍珠

让平平无奇的白米酿出了香醇的好酒

让顽固的石头变成柔软的细沙

让硬邦邦的铁树开出了温暖的花朵

但

也可以让你一直呵护备至的可爱蝌蚪

变成丑陋不堪的蟾蜍。

再多的言语，都比不上时间的注解

有些人，久了就懂。

对于一个人的信心和失望，

都是可以累积的。

C.A.K.E.S

2011-04-17T01:13:00.000+08:00

我的人生真是曲折....

为什么总是在不对的时间，想要吃买不到的东西？！

忽然间发了疯地想吃secret recipe的黑森林蛋糕~~

这种毅力，有让我想要把整个蛋糕吞下去的冲动

只是这个时候.... 到底要去哪里找蛋糕？

我已经被折磨了3个小时了

好痛苦啊~~~~~

嘴馋的时候，真的很痛苦啊....

尤其是吃不到的时候，更是难熬 T.T

don't even ask

2011-04-10T11:42:00.002+08:00

Sometime i wish i'm stupider than i thought. I know too much truth than people thought i would. They tend to disguise it, make me a rag doll that goes by their way. Know the truth they choose to tell and behave the way they expect me to be.

but they didn't do it well. If you wanna go behind my back, hello? get some skill please. End up, i was only keeping my peace because i'm tired of poking things out. Momma tells me it's not good to pull off people's pants in the public, even when you know there's some serious shit inside.

Seriously, i'm not as dumb as you thought, okay? It's frustrating to think that you treat my like an underdeveloped kid. What's your problem man? Are you sick? Should i get you a shrink to cure your big mind that apparently you have lost control with? Don't even get it started with me.

It's not what i didn't feel, it's just what i didn't show.

Yay!

2011-04-08T14:06:00.000+08:00

finally exam is OVER!!!

and i'm just feel like doing this

all.the.time :)

for the dramas movies novels food and fun that have been patiently waiting for me all this while, here i come!

Final Battle!

2011-03-31T23:41:00.004+08:00

Finally, my fragile right eye recovered, thanks to the cream from pharmacy, i don't have to walk around like i'm being punched by someone anymore. *giggle*

Exam is just one week away, and i'm frowning in front of the laptop right now (if you can see me) :( this is really life and death matters to me. Biggest war ever in life, yet. So i'm sitting in living room and i have papers scattered all around the study table, couch and the floor.

I'm stuck, even on the easiest chapters. I spent whole day doing exercise for only one chapter, and got almost all questions wrong. Arrh.. Feel so miserable with the subject :( I'm so geram untill i want to bite people.. Grrr! Give me some human!! haha.. sot jor @.@'''

I love you exam, pass me please!

风车转转

2011-03-21T15:59:00.008+08:00

从被窝里醒来，不知怎么的，就想要个风车

所以就做了几个送给自己。

咻咻！吹走坏运气，让风把好运气都转来吧！

虽然不懂这说法到底是不是真的，可是我的确收到了个好消息

从小时候腻在一起的那顽皮猴子要结婚了！真的好替他开心 :)

have a good day, everyone :)

crap

2011-03-13T20:50:00.002+08:00

It feel so good to meet an old friend that you haven't seen for awhile. Though it's been a long time, yet he still gives you the warmest smile, calls you with nickname you used laugh so hard about it. Then when he left, all the memories come back to you, those happy time that used to spend together cross your mind like it just happened yesterday. You smiled.

Ah, it always good to get in touch with friends. Especially for me this kind of people who never like to start the conversation first even if i recognize them. Cause i am too afraid that they might not remember me. Thank you, for calling me when you saw me. I'm so happy talking with you :)

okay, apart from that, it happens something awkward today. I don't know how to explain, i don't even know if i'm being sensitive or what but something feels not right. I hope it's just me being paranoia again :/

.

2011-03-08T23:57:00.004+08:00

我的快乐好像秋天的叶子，一片一片在剥落。

The lazy song

2011-03-08T15:40:00.000+08:00

Today i don't feel like doin' anything, i just want to lay in my bed :)

Came across this when i trying to find some songs to listen while reading my novels. Hah, i love this version, it's smoother than the original one. Have a good time, pals.

so the current me have a lot to spend, i'll have to control my spending for the following two months, but i guess, things worth when you really like it a lot. :)

早安

2011-03-07T10:25:00.006+08:00

离开温暖的被窝，我拿着一杯牛奶乱处走，

今天全世界在向我微笑。:)

不想去烦恼一些没有答案的问题

我没有超人的能力，所以总得承认有些困难，我没办法解决

由它去吧

管未来是什么样，管我们会怎样

今天，让一切暂停 :)

与其用力拭擦，不如让时间抚平所有错误。

p/s:

刚才逛进了一间二手书店，店名是Leo Books。

里面所有柜子，摆着满满的书，就连柜顶都放了很多书

有些被翻烂了，有些已经发黄了

但是我好喜欢。

感觉就好像一群爱书者正在向我分享每一本好看的小说。

所以现在的我要赶快看完手上的小说

好让那柜子里的书可以变成我的！:)

bye bye facebook, bye bye internet.

the ice cream junkie

2011-02-28T23:10:00.012+08:00

i can't express how much i love ice-cream by words. It's just LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE. :)

i want ice cream so badly now that i would rob a shop for that. Okay, be frank, I want ice-cream all the time actually. Never get tired eating it :) Hey peeps, shows up at my door with ice cream in your hand, cheer me up with just this little thing, will you? :)

Every time when i was too nervous or stress out for exam, friends would drive me to 7-11 at the middle of the night, just to get some ice-cream to calm me down. Then also when i was mad, when i had a bad day, when i felt so happy, when i was crazy, when i have nothing to do, when it was too hot, when it was too cold.

i love ice-cream so much. There will never be a wrong time for it. You may not believe me, you may say i'm trying to be cute (ain't this word seems so inappropriate on me?), but the truth is, yes, no joke, i have a thing for ice-cream. and every single time i say 'i wanna eat ice cream' i really mean it. Haha

People grow and start to forget how good it feels when you always rush to eat a popsicle before it melts or how you squat at the roadside with your friends, challenging each other to be the first to finish the ice-cream. hey, never ever forget that.

so i was having some bad days where my ATM card is eaten by ATM machine, i accidentally bumped my friend's car, i drove for 6 rounds to find a parking space, i reached my hostel door and realized that i don't have keys, i filled the passport renewal form and realized that i forgot to bring my photos, bathroom drain clogged and i just choked by my own saliva.

i hereby conclude that hot weather days bring me bad luck. :/

2011-02-24T17:51:00.003+08:00

快下雨了。

我忙着安抚那咆哮不断的窗帘。

把头探出去，灰蒙蒙的一片

又是雨季了什么时候才会是晴天呢？

最后一个学期，最后一次机会了

有点担心。

draw no lines

2011-02-20T16:49:00.006+08:00

Last few days i've been trying to write something so badly but nothing comes out. I wanna sort things out of my messy thought yet i don't have a clue on where to start. Today is the last day of the seem-ordinary-yet-damn-complicated-week and i kinda relief that i finally get something straight.

I was sitting there watching drama series with my mind floating, and suddenly the voice in that series just hit me a hard one. Grey's Anatomy is such a savior.

I've been setting rules in my life, telling myself what to do, and what not to. End up it's torturing me and people around me. Slowly i measure everything through the rules, but not happiness. Don't take life too seriously, else you will never get out of it alive. Why make the rules seems so important, when i can live better without it? When i die, God will tell if i did a great job in my life, rules don't. :)

You can waste your life drawing lines or you can live your life crossing them. -Grey's Anatomy

to someone, if you know i'm mentioning you,

i'm all okay, i hope you too. Something happened and it got us into a weird situation. I don't know if there is anything to be worry but if you really do, just wanna let you know that, hey, i'm all alright, seriously.

I don't know what to say actually. I don't even know if you visit my blog, so i'm just gonna write whatever. :P Maybe we gonna be awkward from now on. Maybe we gonna distance ourselves from each other. Maybe we will still be good. I don't know what is going to happen because i don't read your mind.

Just wanna let you know that, no matter in the past or now, I treat you as a friend, sincerely one of my best friends. Always welcome sms for insomnia, call for hours and date for movies. If you don't, i respect. :)

百分百感觉

2011-01-28T15:40:00.000+08:00

同一样的事不一样的人
可以让你有截然不同反应

许多事不是在乎一个人做得好不好
而是他在你心中值多少
当感觉不在
即使他远比别人出色
也无法牵动你的嘴角

有时候感觉就是一切。

达不到的愿望

2011-01-24T15:39:00.000+08:00

曾经想要把钢琴练好

想要背包旅行

想要去非洲

想要玩跳伞

想要看绿光

想要到 salar uyuni

想要学会冲浪

想要做无国界义工

想要发明任意门

想要看完世界上每一本名著

想要学会日文意大利文

想要。。。想要。。。。

曾经很执著的想要把所有愿望都达成
贪心地想要吞下全世界
总觉得这样才叫人生
然后越来越大
发现自己其实已经拥有了很多

那些达不到的愿望
只好待别人为我完成

可以拥有羡慕的心情我已很快乐

feels like wanna eat ice-cream :)

2011-01-15T13:00:00.003+08:00

my next target ;)

i don't break promises, especially to myself

烟

2011-01-10T21:14:00.002+08:00

是不是我学会了抽烟，就能代替香烟，成为你的依赖？
我不明白，为什么有些人那么爱抽烟
那是一个不寂寞的理由吗？
也许是吧
不管在哪里，总有根烟陪伴
没有人可以如烟般，不惜一切地为自己毁灭
那是唯一一种可以用金钱买回来的绝对忠诚

当你颓废，它会为你而枯萎
当你孤单，它入侵你的身体

我喜欢烟的味道，甚至爱拥着它入睡
大概没有人可以明白，我为什么对它情有独钟吧
我想，那是因为我生命中第一个男人
从小,见到老爸的机会都很少
每一次接近老爸，都会有一股淡淡的mild seven味道
我很喜欢,它好像只为我老爸而存在

当时，有个朋友，学会了抽烟
那时候我们都还小，我觉得他抽烟的时候很好看
不懂是不是这样子，造就了他的烟瘾，改都改不掉。
但是，他从来没让我抽过，当时的我也不想吧？

曾经，有个人问我，你介意我抽烟吗？
我说，不介意
他说，嗯？你是第一个不介意我抽烟的女生，好怪！
我说，其实，我喜欢烟味。
他说，真是个怪人。
是他教我抽第一口烟的。

然后我发现，我喜欢烟味，却不喜欢抽烟。

有个朋友，即使知道我不介意烟味
也从不在我面前抽烟，我想是他习惯了吧？
是他，让我在一个晚上，抽完一包烟。
到了最后，我发现我抽再多烟，我都不会变成他。
所以，我不抽烟。

我讨厌烟味了
讨厌它在我感冒时呼吸得更难过
讨厌它忽然的存在让我在睡梦中醒过来
讨厌它让我觉得寂寞有影子

而又是谁，在夜里点燃了寂寞？
是谁把初吻献给了烟？
是谁眷恋那指唇间的秘密?
有人说，在失意时，谁都没办法像香烟能够给他安慰
烟灰尽散时，叹口气，黯然犹在

我是烟民，但不抽烟。
拥有烦恼，却不需要黄白色慰藉
不想要在翁红的尾端发现尼古丁麻痹得了自己
却麻痹不了问题

倒数2天

2011-01-06T06:45:00.006+08:00

这一刻的自己
坐在客厅里不晓得可以做些什么
连续剧的声音不停在播送
我却连放下心来听一听看一看的耐性都失去
原来只是个给自己自以为不在意考试的借口

当压力来临时无助得可悲
我好怕我好怕我好怕
我真的好怕
听见垃圾车缓慢驶过
才发现时间越来越少了
读了好多却都记不起
翻回笔记还是一样的陌生
有种被掐着喉咙的难受

这一个天还没亮的早晨
拿起电话却找不到可以让我按下拨电键的号码
怎么办我该怎么办
紧张得眼泪在打转但又觉得这样就哭很没用
所以把眼泪吞回真是倔死了
拼命和自己对话
告诉自己不要太紧张
然后才发现自己和自己对话
有点白痴呵呵

加油吧~~~~~~~~~！（呐喊）
笑一笑，其实没什么过不了的。
以后一定会很怀念这段日子的^^
写出来，心情好得多了~
继续努力！！

汤圆·很圆很圆~

2010-12-22T23:50:00.004+08:00

人家说，盛碗汤圆，不可以数，然后每口吃两粒。如果到最后，碗里剩下两粒，就代表明年会有情人；而如果剩下一粒，就代表明年会是单身。

结果，剩下两粒，虽然只是个迷信，但心情还是有点百感交集。因为总觉得，明年会很忙。忙考试，忙出国，忙毕业，忙搬家，忙找工，忙适应新生活，忙加班，忙得焦头烂额。明年的时间表，我其实... 没预留给情人的出现。而且，其实我目前还蛮享受单身。^^

不过，情人，如果明年真的会遇见你，我会好好等待。

oh ya, we made tongyun this year, and it's very nice to eat ( totally out of my expectation xD). Laze dough the powder with sweet potatoes and the tongyun is extremely soft, not chewy and sticky at all! But sadly, now half pot is spoiled because i didn't reheat it. kinda sad, cause i was actually expecting lots of tongyun tongshui for coming few days.. :(

Anyway, i passed my FRCI coursework. That's a big reason to celebrate as i failed the first test. Mr Kong was soooooooo strict on the first test but luckily he is much lenient on second test. Thank you a big one! :D

Guess now it's depend on me to make it an all pass this semester *wink*

ps: it's Christmas after a few days, i wonder how will it be this year?

Insomnia

2010-12-13T13:55:00.003+08:00

i'm sorry that i never got my picture updated. So here you have it now. This is the current me. Yes, it's a sad yet adorable panda. Well, maybe not so adorable.

I've been having insomnia for more than a week.

EVERY FREAKING DAY !!!

How great~ My dark eye circles are never gonna leave me now! :C and it's really so torturous when you are so tired yet you can't fall asleep! My god! *pulls hair* Even after burning midnight oil and a disastrous test, still i will end up observing the plain white ceiling of my room in the night.

So i averagely sleep 3.5 hours a day in the past week, and i think it's going to continue like this till forever. Grrrrrrrr!!!!! You know, if there is no one who commit suicide because of this before, i just might be the first one.

i love you, sleep. i really do love you.. come back to me please! i wanna date you 8 hours a day for the rest of my life.. Don't you dump me just like that!

2010-12-05T17:44:00.003+08:00

有些失望，我连说出口的勇气都没有。

Here Comes December

2010-12-02T14:38:00.003+08:00

Finally i did something to my blog skin and layout. Kinda not used to it right now. I've been using the old layout since i started using Blogspot, which means, two years. Gosh~ i'm so dull. *laughs* Well at least, it some how proves me as a loyal person, right? right? RIGHT?

I wanted to stick with the maxima layout, but sadly i can't find any suitable background for it. Actually, this is not the ideal blog skin either, i like it to be more relaxing feel~ but again, i can't find any suitable one, i'll use this one as temp first. :p

So, December starts. I love December, it's the month you look back to all the things you did in the year, laugh, and then plan forward for next year. Plus, that's the time when Santa comes. ;) I already have a lot on my shopping list. (please see my newly updated wishlist, it's killing me). I wonder how i gonna pass this month, safely. Tsk.

But i think, December it's going to be a good month. it always does. :)

ps: i'm so bored right now. :/

I Don't Like You

2010-11-30T23:59:00.003+08:00

if you don't know how to respect a person, please go back to your kindergarten and learn it all over again. Don't act like son of a bitch, barking with no brain when you're the one who keep come to me! I'm done entertaining you. You're the ass that makes your momma feels ashamed.

No people talk to me like that.

ASSHOLE

幸福的预告

2010-11-22T12:18:00.003+08:00

星期五晚上

我做了个很好很好的梦。

在这世界上活了二十一年，

我想这是我第一次笑着从睡梦中醒过来

那个梦真实得让我一时之间还回不过神

看着天花板我想了很久才发现原来我还是在我的房间里

我没有失望

即使我知道所有事情都没有发生

因为我相信有些幸福上天会向你预告

所以我会期待

或许这样子有点愚蠢

就不过是一个梦

但不如这么说吧

即使我懂得现实的残酷仍然期待快乐的生活

嘘别问我梦见了什么

因为说出来就不会实现了 :)

人家都说当你梦见一个人

是因为那个人想念你了所以和你在梦里见面

不懂那是不是真的？

值得就好

2010-11-16T13:56:00.007+08:00

小时候事情都分得很清楚

妈妈说

早睡是对的

爱喝牛奶是对的

那弹珠丢别人的头是错的

考试作弊是错的

然后我们长大了

事情开始变得不清不楚

妈妈说

是时候自己决定对错

然而要做的决定

却不像小时候那么简单

一天最重要的不再是早睡与否

可不可以看卡通看个通宵

所以我们都问别人

我这样对不对？

我那样有没有错？

很多事情没有对于错

就因为大家都说这是不对的

所以就慢慢地心里开始妥协说服自己自己想要的是错的

然后默默的放弃梦想

遗憾的一辈子

有多少人说

放弃稳定的工作美好的前途

去追求那遥不可及的所谓梦想是多么愚蠢的事

可是梦想没有标价

多么好的薪水都换不到不是吗？

很多事情没有办法再用简单的对于错来衡量

因为每件事在不一样人的眼里有着不一样的价值

何必用自己的尺去衡量别人的梦多宽多大

梦想吃完全世界的蛋糕也可以很伟大

没有规则说梦想一定要是做个有钱人

不是吗？:)

我们对于不同的东西都有着不同的价值观

所谓合理还是不合理

都看那人心里觉得值不值得而已

若他觉得不值得

哪怕是世俗认为多么珍贵的东西

在他眼里都只是一枚狗屎

而相反的

只要认为是值得的

哪怕是破铜烂铁

在他眼里都会变成钻石

那就

过自己想过的做自己想做的

自己觉得值得就好

人生是你的不如用自己的方式去过 :)

有许多人可以和你相对无数个年月日

却只有你自己和自己每一秒都不分开

当你最后一次闭上眼前脑海里倒带的人生

也只有你看得到所有的后悔和遗憾

那不过瘾哦

所以管什么别人的印象别人说什么

不如闭上双耳为自己勇敢一次

你会发现不管结果如何你是微笑的

因为值得就好:)

just another day :)

2010-11-11T10:16:00.002+08:00

I woke up early today

cause i mistakenly switch my table fan's speed to low last night, so it cost me a good night sleep. Damn i woke up in sweat, that really not one of my favorite way to start my day.

Well it turns out that my day isn't that bad, at least after an hour rolling on the bed, i have my first ever dim sum breakfast in Penang and i'm not late for class.

I'm supposed to be in Red Box right now at this moment, but i decided not to go few minutes before leaving house. No solid reason for that, i'm just too lazy to go out. Why should i leave my room when i have my bed so comfortably cuddling me? :)

So i'm browsing through my old blog at hostel now. It's full with the daily routine reports and things that i used to care. Haha. It's funny to see the old times especially when many things have become less important now. My old blog was so colorful. This one is just so dull, i didn't even change the header for years. Ah, it's time to do something with it, hmm..

Oh yeah, it's 6pm now. I found out that i forgot about my lunch again. Now that i realized it, my stomach starts to drum like having a mini concert inside. :/

and yes, this post is daily routine report either, i just feel like posting something. So wrote what i ever i can think of. ;)

broken

2010-11-04T01:14:00.001+08:00

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wonders of 21st

2010-10-29T21:32:00.009+08:00

Well, i guess i'm officially an adult now. It's weird, don't you think so? Before the clock hits 12, you were still young, and just a second after that, you can buy a house, a car, go into casino, get marry, go wherever club you like. Even get your picture on the headline for killing someone, yea, i'm 21st, don't have to mosaic my picture anymore. Hah!

I still remember what i heard from the radio few years back, being young doesn't you don't have the responsibility. You only delay it.
Suddenly, i have to be responsible for my life.

I can't understand! I still look the same, walk the same, talk the same, same old same when i was 20. How come everything goes old when i'm 21? i didn't even grow 1 inch taller or get wrinkles all over my face!

So reluctant to grow up, yet i did. Well obviously, i can't help it.

OK, i know i've been way too serious and dull. Let's make a twist.

Despite all the frustration dealing with GROW UP, i had a real good time on my birthday. I'm sorry that my friends failed to surprise me, but i'm just way too brilliant for tricks ;)

Let me tell you how you guys blow up your covers
1. Yeang Chuan personally promised to come meet me on my birthday, but he did not called me on my birthday. I know him too well, if he can't make it, sure he'll call.

2. Of course, like what Wen Khang said, Wuang Ching post it right there 'see you tonight ya' on my facebook.

3. Yeang Chuan is too big to be invisible when he came out from lift.

4. I never walk night market for twice without any purpose before!

5. Enson's car parked right at the entrance of Paradise Beach

Told ya, i'm too smart to be tricked! teehee

Yet thanks everyone for what you have done for me. I am so proud to be your friend. Thanks for trying to make this a memorable day for me. But the truth is, having you guys as my friends means more than world to me. :)

I've always not good when it comes to talking.
How i wish i can tell wan jun and yc that it touch to deepest of my heart when they drive all the way from Kampar and all other places to spare me some love.

How i wish i can tell them that i feel so paiseh to let the handsome guys prepare all the thingy at beach while i was lazying at hostel.

How i wish i can say i sayang cherry and elooi for taking me to Harvest In and night market so that everyone else can have time to prepare for the surprise.

How i wish i can tell laze that he is cute to ignore me all the while but still show up on this date. I knew he wasn't as mad as he showed but still i'm sorry if i've not been a better friend.

How i wish i can tell hory, i was so touched when i see the present, not because how much it cost, but how caring he is, to notice what i have always wanted. I feel cared and loved.

How i wish i able to say i treasure everyone just as much as they treasure me. How i wish i can thank everyone in a better way instead of just smiling.

I've been afraid to say that i'm lucky cause i scare that once i say it, luck will runaway from me.

But guess what,
god wrote it on the bottom of water glass in Harvest In, so that i can see it with my own eyes. Yes, i'm a lucky girl.

happy belated birthday, cindy.

ACCA

2010-09-28T13:49:00.000+08:00

Everything needs money. Everything of mine needs my dad's money.

I'm starting to feel that choosing accounting is a wrong choice as way before i able to earn a cent, my dad pays a lot. To get my name in the list of ACCA student, not even an official member yet, it cost USD100 per year. And the fees continue until one day i retire from my job.

For those 5 papers that we got exempted from ACCA, we still have to pay RM1800 to the associate. WTF, i exempt 5 papers also need to pay you? i'm seriously fugging pissed by that. I know mom and dad sure will be mad if i say i don't want the ACCA anymore. My dad even want me to be a CPA, but seriously, i don't see it worthing anymore. It's like my dad paying for my future salaries.

Now, new semester started, college tuition fees RM1600, excluding all the textbooks that i'm going to need to buy. Which is RM190 as i know for two subjects, the other two, still haven't been told yet. though he didn't say a thing, I feel so guilty to tell him all the money that i need.

i swear, i will be an ACCA, to earn back all the money you sucked from my dad.

random

2010-09-13T01:54:00.001+08:00

People, care for a little updates? ;)

it's holiday and obviously, i'm don't get to stick to net from day to night like i used to be, but still, i'm gonna get my house streamyx done soon. So, in the meantime, i'm just gonna live a healthy life.

1. Since i went home, i've not been given the chance to feel the word 'hungry'. My mom stuff me food every 2 hours!

2. i smell like milk. If you are any way near me then you will smell milk from me. Those who hate milk must hate to be near to me.

3. Found many foods and snacks that i havent eat before! OMG! super nice!

4. Obsessed with 'A Fistful of Distance' recently. I actually finished it within two days :)

5. These two weeks of holidays gonna be...... . .. . .. . .. hehe!

6. Without my banana acc me to sleep, i'm forced to eat banana so that i wont miss it too much. :D

7. I said i wanna go jogging, i never did.

this song speaks me today! ^^
check out the original MV it's too bad that the ori video was disabled to be embedded, it's really cute! :)

你是什么书？

2010-09-08T10:57:00.002+08:00

对于某些人，这世界是本悬疑小说，

到处东充满了尔虞我诈，所有事都需要防备别人，预防奸计得逞

有些人的人生，像部爱情小说，

高潮迭起的剧情，说不完的浪漫情节，可惜的是，他的世界里真正的主角，是爱情，不是自己。

有些人，就像部琼瑶悲情小说

什么事都悲哀，所有事都很洒狗血，翻个两三页，就出现一幕幕主角哭个不停的场景，富有同情心的人，会陪你一起哭。厌了的人，就会把书盖起来，以后都不看。

有些人，就像部励志小说

不管你要不要，一翻开，就噼里啪啦讲个不停，做人要强！！其实他也是可爱又固执的一本书

有些人过得像本字典，

拥有一大堆学问，却枯燥乏味，一板一眼。懂得拼命查证和研考，却不懂得用对的方法来分享。所以只有在考试时期，电话才会一直响。

有些人就像本参考书

他做什么事，都值得你参考。问题只是在于，这本书是个A级还是F级。找错了参考的对象，即使你你参考得透彻，结果也只会是个败类。

有些人，是份八卦杂志，

把自己的人生建立于别人的私生活上，观察别人，是他的生活目标。若有天这世界没了八卦，他会没办法活下去。

有些人过得像本漫画
嘻嘻哈哈，日子再难也总可以在欢笑声里度过。

有些人，是份马经

害人不浅，却让很多人着迷，抓着一份草纸当是宝，唉，害人不浅哟~

有些人，是本自传
很明显的，他的人生，只有自己。

有些人，是本历史记载小说
只爱回首过去，却忘了看看未来。过去固然美，但你又怎么知道，未来不值得你期待呢？

当然，这世界有数不尽的书，也有数不尽的人，他其实没有对于错，只是在于，看书的人是由什么观点出发。我可以把每本书变得形同废纸，自然的也有个观点可以把每本书变成生命里不可或缺的天书。
同一本书，握在不同人的手里，会变成不一样的世界；正如同一个人，但在不同人的眼里，会有不一样的看法和价值。没有对于错，只是在于你如何看待他，不是吗？

我是一本什么书？
应该是本谜语书吧？一天没翻到最后一页，都别太确定，你猜想中的就是那个真正的我。
我其实也很好奇，答案是什么，因为我也不懂最后一页到底在哪里。

p/s: 话说我看了报纸报道，无意中看到彩票积宝已经是1850万了！天杀的，等下就去买一张！要知道，考试大难不死，积宝必有后福！xD

livin' like a pull & bear

2010-09-05T00:18:00.000+08:00

i still can smell keropok from my fingertips. A dinner with LAZE, and i thought a lot. :DDD

i guess everyone been through this stage, where you realize that you don't feel the same for the fun things you used to do. Maybe it's the exam that got me brain-washed. i don't know what's happening to my silly brain actually.

i didn't try to change myself or whatever, it just happened that i start to think weirdly.
just feeling so worn out for everything that i do, everything that i used to talk.
till some point, i ran out of expression when i deal with people that trying to care me.
Those who tries the harder to come near, i'll move one more step away.

It becomes a crime to have some privacy. Feeling so suffocate that i have to share my e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g. Like it's a sin to say no. I don't even own the right to have a secret?
Why i have to be responsible, for everything that i wasn't supposed to be?
The pressure to force me to open up, to share my privacy, to understand my every part, to make me agree with every point they say.
This is just not the care that i need. To expose every single cell of oneself to another one, that's too much to bear.

Can i talk, only when i want? Can i talk, only to people i choose? Can i reject, when i really don't want to do something? Can i don't go to places, where it is just a ritual to do so? Can i only go out, when i'm ready? Can i don't compromise?

I just want a dinner, with few bad jokes. I just want a movie, where movie is really the main point of the outing, i just want to go out with smiles. There's just too few on the earth, who know the real meaning of 'just talk when you feel like talking'.

two new cups!

2010-09-03T00:33:00.000+08:00

bought two cute cup yesterday. i have no idea why i bought it, as i already have a cup, a glass, a mug and a water bottle in my hostel. Well, the big wide smiles do really have some effect on me. :) I guess it just brighten up my day.

things just tend to slip away silently when you didn't notice it. So does my second blog. :)
Hugs and kisses.

坏习惯

2010-08-30T13:03:00.000+08:00

我承认有时候太好强
明知道不可能的事情也强迫自己

不是不懂最后的结果
只是若要我还没尝试就弃械投降我做不到
宁愿尽了最大的努力
然后被人狠狠掴一巴哭得似个弃妇

也不愿意有那小小的机会让我埋怨自己
后悔着，若当初我再坚持一些结果是否会不同？

我也觉得这样活着很累

只是我改不了了

THINK POSITIVE!

2010-08-23T23:36:00.000+08:00

Okay, i know i'm not supposed to be blogging but i don't know what should i do other than knocking the buttons on my keyboard. Exam is just few days away, i still not in the mood of study. OH GOD! this is totally not good! I'm so scare to fail any subject yet i'm so relax over here.. :(

and SFM is totally disaster, i don't know anything about it. Argh! Feel so pek cek when i think of it every time. The syllabus is so much. :(

Urgh! no more laptop! no more online! I wanna grad on time. I don't want resit, i dont wanna waste anytime of my life. I have too much to accomplish on my list!

*cherry is nagging me that if i still blogging here, i will not able to answer in the exam.. T.T*

exam, i love you, pass me puhleeeease!!!!

倾诉

2010-08-21T03:51:00.003+08:00

。
到现在才了解
放不下的，不是自己

而是一些总爱看热闹的人。
当你向前看，大家却巴不得你往回走，好让你成就大家口里的 ‘我认为...’

我

欢迎你，自以为幽默。

鼓励你，不尊重我的过去。

呼吁你，把悲情当玩笑。

更谢谢你，作为我的朋友，却不顾我的感受。

因为理所当然似的，

不管说了些什么，我绝不可稍有不开心。

就让那过去式的爱情，喧闹而孤独地活在他们的嘴巴里。:)

君子坦荡荡我娱乐你们

反正我很大方

就任你揭我伤疤

Eggs

2010-08-18T21:22:00.000+08:00

Okay, i just realized that EGGS are actually expensive! Maybe not, cause i seldom noticed the price of egg, well, to be exact, i seldom buy eggs. So, it might be out of my expectation, a little. The point is, just now i went to mini market to buy some groceries, i brought RM8 and i expected it to be enough. Too bad, eggs are more expensive than what i thought it would be, so, i was forced to g.o. b.a.c.k. u.p to take extra money a.n.d. g.o. d.o.w.n. to pay for the stupid eggs which i stupidly saja wanna buy a.n.d. t.h.e.n. g.o. b.a.c.k. u.p. a.g.a.i.n.

and fyi, i was so lazy to go down at first, but i have no more food at hostel that i was FORCED to go down and the eggs made me walk twice.

so, eggs are really stupid. and it make me looks stupid, so i hate eggs right now. :(
(okay, i was just fooling, i still love eggs)

六十年代的收藏品

2010-08-16T20:37:00.000+08:00

最近看到8tv常播的广告

你最珍藏的是五十年代的一张黑胶唱片？还是六十年代的一张明星日历？八度空间全面搜寻50到70年代的珍藏品, 欢迎把您的珍藏品上载至八度空间Facebook，最多回响的收藏品，将可在八度空间亮相，还可获得现金300令吉的奖励!

每次看到这个广告后，我就会自然地望望家里四周，看有什么珍藏，当然，我找不到。我家也算是半个现代家庭，大概90年以前的东西，只有照片吧？

然后最后我想想，终于发现我有个属于六十年代的珍藏。这个珍藏，是我最自豪的。她是我妈妈。

她是个厨师，会做一桌我爱吃的菜，等我回家。

她是个裁缝，会为我改衣服，让每一件都看起来更漂亮。

她是个歌手，有很好的歌声，早上醒来，有时候会听到她唱卡拉OK。

她是个技工，修水喉，电话坏，她都可以一手包办。

她是个灯塔，半夜回家，她都会亮着灯，替我们开门。

她是个魔术师，不管我说什么不见了，最后都会出现在她手上。

她是个小叮当，我说要什么，那东西就会出现。

她常常提醒我，不要忘了这个，不要忘了那个，可是自己却常常忘了关煤气。

她爱剪报纸，把食谱都剪下来，然后问我们，明天我做这个给你试试好不好？

她有一头短发，虽然我还是觉得她的长发很好看。

她留过很多眼泪，超过一半是因为老爸，姐姐和我。

每次明知道是自己的错，我却拉不下脸来说道歉。

每次帮妈妈染头发，我都很想问，为什么你的白发长得越来越快了。

每次买给妈妈的面膜，我多很想问，为什么你不保养自己？

然后我发现，我的妈妈是个很漂亮的女人，再多皱纹和白发都掩盖不了她的美。

经营一个家不容易，我家更是难上加难。

姐姐读书压力时，你说你怕她没成就，但更怕没了她。

有时候看到她流泪，我不明白为什么。

有时候看到她生气，我不懂她介意些什么

有时候吵架，也不知道为了些什么。

但哪个家不需要包容？常常以为自己受了很多委屈，但看回头，发现一路以来，受了最多委屈的人，是她；包容最多的人，也是她。

我很想给你更好的生活，却发现自己没有能力。我所拥有的奢侈，都不是我的。

我答应会让你有好日子过，我一定会做到。请你再等我一下下，到我成为一个可以养家的孩子。我要用我的薪水带你去旅行，你挨过的苦，我一一为你填补。

这个珍藏，不需要带去8tv亮相，更不稀罕那300令吉的奖励，因为她是无价。

我要你的爱

2010-08-16T13:45:00.000+08:00

我  我要  我要你  我要你的  我要你的爱
你為什么不走过來？ 
我  我要  我要你  我要你的  我要你的爱
你為什么不说出來？
Listen to your mama and you never will regret it
And if anybody wonders
You can tell them that I said it
The only thing I know is that I never can forget you
I've been longing for you baby
Ever since the day I met you
I got you where I want you I'm never gonna  let
you get away from me
Hear what I tell you
I'm a girl for you and so you better start to face it
If you ever lose my love you know you never can replace it
I think it's time for you to start to give me
some loving carring a torch for you that's hotter than an oven
It's time for you to give a little turtle dove 
Baby hold me tight
Then do what I tell you
我  我要  我要你  我要你的  我要你的爱
你為什么不走过來？ 
我  我要  我要你  我要你的  我要你的爱
你為什么不过出來？
我爱你  我爱你

我  我要  我要你  我要你说  只要說声爱

你為什么不  為什么不  為什么不肯說爱

午后

2010-08-11T18:04:00.000+08:00

喝着维他精，我告诉自己，

其实我是幸福的。

再难也别怕，会安然度过的。

一定会的。

只是过了期的幸福，又怎能抚平我的不安？

唉

我会很好的，真的是这样的吗？

Salar-Uyuni

2010-08-11T01:30:00.000+08:00

希望，有一天我能到这个地方

用我的双眼，见证它的美丽

sick jor wor

2010-08-09T17:52:00.000+08:00

i'm sick because of my greediness. Especially sore throat is killing me. Ate too much good stuff at hometown. 3 packets of milo powder, dozen of pisang goreng, starbuck's chocolate cream chip, and snacks. Argh~ that's why everybody hates weekday. Cause after you enjoy your weekend you will kena the impact when weekday starts :(

Samo lost Jingle, i don't know why it can squeeze out from the cage! I searched the whole house but only found Snowie, Jingle remain untraced. :'( Damn, now i can even lost hamster, what else i can't lose? Tell me~ Tell me!

Went to buy vitamin C at pharmacy after class just now. What for buying Vita C? for stronger antibody and so that i can become this!! hahahahahaha! RESCUE THE EARTH!!

but the shopkeeper ARM CHIO when i say i want candy type! How can he laugh me~ He is the one who gave me 3 choice.. pure-vitamin, dissolve in water, candy type... i'm not even officially 21 yet, suppose i still have the right to choose candy type wert~ T^T
and.. why the vitamin C got a bit salty geh~ still, it's better compare to real medicine :D

这是一个悠长假期

2010-08-06T13:53:00.000+08:00

那是好比两个人在列车上，
大家都希望可以到达写着幸福的站牌。

只是中途，争吵，误解，无奈，疲惫
她选择提早下车了。
火车依然在走着，不同的是，
它在往回忆，倒后行驶。

还没下车的人，活在过去的甜蜜里。

所有的事，无时无刻在车窗外重复着，提醒你，

他们每一次的关心，都让你的嘴角上扬
每一次每一次，提醒自己，不要再爱了
不要再沦陷了，不要再抱任何希望了
可是，每天晚上，闭上眼睛，看到的，
是所有曾经的快乐

看着回忆一幕幕掠过，颓废得想让自己消失在空气里

懊恼着
为什么在她选择离开时，你没有用力拉着她
逃避着
所有彼此说好要一起做的事，仿佛她一定会回来，把所有诺言兑现
希望着
她可以用同一种眼神，再看你一次，就好像她的眼里只有你存在
想象着
若有天不期而遇，从相遇到告别，那会是怎样的情景

每个人都有舍不得的时候，
或许是没了解过被迫放弃的挣扎，
所以不懂得，自己其实没想象中的潇洒。

然后，发现没了她，你便失去了自己
抿着双唇，因为明白这时候说什么，都没了意义
当初心甘情愿地离开，就没资格说

我还依赖

其实
选择用不一样的方式去爱着一个人，那是执著。
没有对与错，没有聪明与愚蠢，也没有好与坏。
很多事，没办法在天秤上衡量。
并不是你离不开，就是个坏孩子。
认真爱过，就对得起自己了，
或许看回去，我们觉得我们可以做得更好
可是，用真心对待，那就是最好的了
不是吗
有种爱不是努力付出，而是用力割舍
你知道吗？

哪天在街上遇见了，记得要勇敢地祝福，
即使微微刺痛，你也希望看到她幸福的微笑。

嘿，坐在车上的人，在列车停下以前，这将会是个漫长的旅程
终点是释怀

一路上，我这一支救伤啦啦队会在每个休息站等你
陪你逛尽天涯海角，高声呐喊，大吐苦水:)

bare foot

2010-07-29T00:52:00.000+08:00

i can't remember the last time i went to beach and really had a good time.

No parties, no games, no hiding expression, no trying to make a 'high' at a gathering..

Just talking, just lying, just drinking, just enjoying.

how does it feels when you touch the sand with bare foot?

I miss the beach, with you guys.

when will it comes back?

will it even come back?

快乐

2010-07-25T23:31:00.000+08:00

.

对于我拥有的平淡，一向来很满足。

因为懒惰争闹，所以选择体谅 & 原谅。

然后才发现其实这样生活，

更值得微笑。

他给我的五份感触

2010-07-15T16:32:00.001+08:00

一个在酒吧的晚上，让我遇见了五个让我有着感触的人。来自不同地方，五个不关联的人，曾出现在我生命里不一样的时间里，可是如今却在同一个夜晚，同一个地点里出现。:)

之一，
或许是我一直都认定，我们不会再见面
所以你叫着我的时候，我才会如此的惊讶。
你总是在不经意的时候出现，勾起我的回忆
还是那一个笑脸，
但厚厚的陌生，像鸿沟一样把我们隔开。
也对的，有着天壤地别的生活圈子的我们，
可以是彼此生命里的一个小小角色，我已觉得欣慰
彼此都微笑着，此刻，言语显得多余。
我们都过得很好，那就好了。

曾经你说，不管别人给于什么评价，最重要是你怎么看待。
到这一刻，我都记得。

之二，
看着那背影掠过我眼前，我就认出你了。
那么多年的朋友，完全不容许我有出错的机会。
还没从悲伤里走出来吗？
别让它淹没了你，懂不懂？
都喝得站不稳了，还跟我嚷着要来个抱抱。
你的朋友说，他还是那么的伤心。
看着你醉得傻傻的，我却笑不出来。
这种伤痛，总有复原的一天，你要耐心的等待。
何必天天借酒消愁呢？

要学会为自己微笑。

之三，
有些事情的发生，是冥冥中有着安排的。
所以，已经三年多没见面的朋友，
竟然也让我在你离职前一天，
遇上了。
没想到你和我一样，都还记得对方。
你还是那么洒脱，
告诉我，
接了一份新的工作，明天就会去新加坡。
所以下次我们再见面，我们就去吃海南鸡饭。
那三年多的空白仿佛在我们谈话间都不见了
还是那么的快乐。

之四，
你说在吉隆坡生存，真的好压力。
即使你不向别人抢，他们还是会跟你争
看着你伤心，我满满的不舍。
我舍不得，看着我的好朋友那么难过，却帮不上忙。
你让我发现，
原来我们都真的在长大了
要背负的责任越来越多，
要面对的事情也越来越不在自己掌控之中。
心里要照顾的人越来越多，可以留给自己的却也越来越少。
担心着谁不戒烟，谁又为了别人丢了自己。

很多时候，即使我们愿意尽自己的本分
还是阻挡不了排山倒海的艰辛。

别灰心，我当你的拉拉队！

之五
你的开朗，感染了我。
我的灰色变成了彩虹。
有很多事情，真的不需要太在意。
我也不明白，为什么大家对我有这种想法，
但是从负面到正面，至少大家对我都很关心，不是吗？
不去解释些什么，我知足的。

Cameron Highland

2010-07-09T15:35:00.001+08:00

Went to Cameron on the public holiday. It was fun, relaxing and enjoyable. :) I love that place a lot.

Went to Ipoh McD on the way, watch Uruguay vs. Netherlands. Ming Loong won two oranges for betting Netherlands. Vynn lose strawberry pancake for betting Uruguay. Lol.

Then as usual, i fell asleep after eating then when i was in half conscious, i heard laze say our car no petrol ad! But it was 6am, all petrol stations were closed. So we off engine and sleep in the car for one or two hour then continue the trip.

Went to Bee Garden. It was pretty, yet scary! the buzzy sound was everywhere! Phobia since i kena stung but still i walked into the garden! How brave~

BOH Tea Centre, i like the place alot! too bad it rained! :( the view is awesome!

my passion fruit tea and scone. it's especially nice with the strawberry jam~ yummy~

cactus farm. i'm not a fan of cactus and it's even more ugly when it grow bigger and bigger. ew~

friend said i sleep from the start till the end of journey. haha. just when in the car ok~ :) too bad we don't get the chance to eat strawberry pancake! i saw it from chiachyi's blog, it look so delicious!

Finally, june passed. So glad for it. Now it's like an early christmas for me with tight budget. haha! Spent too much on shopping. :P Now everything bad must be gone! I'm gonna enjoy my everything-good-life~ Cause you tasted the bitter, so you know the precious of sweetness.

C'est la vie ♥

Twilight Saga: Eclipse

2010-07-08T18:49:00.000+08:00

Guess this must be the hottest topic in town other than world cup. But i'm not going to watch it. Too bad for me, ain't it? Well even myself feel so, losing chance to watch a movie that i might like. But i'm really so sick of it.

When the first movie on show, i was extremely excited to go for it. But forgot for what reason, i was not able to watch it in the first week. Then when i was finally going to watch, friends start telling me,

gosh, i wish Edward Cullen was my boyfriend.
OMG, Cullen is so handsome!
Why i'm not Bella?!!
Edward Cullen is so romantic, i wish he loves me
Why you still haven't watch it? fast fast go, then u will fall for Edward Cullen too!

I vowed that I heard each of those sentences for at least 3 times. Then my desire for that movie turned down immediately. There might be tons of nonsense reasons why i watch a movie, the clothes are nice, the set is nice, i like the actor, i like the action, i like the gadget, i like the romance, i like the plot, i like the title but not because i wanna fall in love with the character. That's not a movie for. It's like the movie focus on the project how good Edward was rather than the story. A good movie don't do that!

If you wanna tell me, that's the whole story about, Edward Cullen! then bingo, i hate this kinda movie cause the title is wrong! the movie title should be Edward Cullen instead of Twilight!!!

i don't mind to be the odd one, yea, the only person who hates Edward Cullen.

Sex & the City 2

2010-07-05T02:17:00.000+08:00

A highway-speed-like week passed, finally! Thank god for that. Felicia was back on the weekend and we went to Gurney though i was extremely tired after presentation.. Had great time with her and bunch of friends. She reminds me of what i used to be. She made me to go back to who i was too. That's why i always love her. Ya, she bitch, that's Felicia. :)

Went to watch 'Sex and the City 2'. Friends laughing about Samantha shouting 'I HAVE SEX!' in the middle of groups of Arabian man. It surprised me, cause though it's really funny, but, what i remember most was not that. and they wonder why i cry. Why not cry? it's so touching! I can't understand. :)

I love the movie a lot. Like i still lost myself in the movie after coming out from the theater. I still feel like crying when friends tell me about the Samantha jokes. Seriously i can definitely cry a hard one if i didn't hold. Like my soul bust out of the car, and i watch myself away with Enson's car, the scenes keep on flash back in my mind.

I was home finally, talking about the movie with my friend in msn. We love the scene when Gaurau said, 'Time doesn't matter. But every moment we spend, it's beautiful.' It touched me to the deepest of my heart and my tears dropped just like that. Gaurau and his wife must love each other so much, then only he can say it without any hesitation.

Carrie and Big kept fighting over the couch. She said she need sparkles while Big is starting to get easy with everything. Then she cried when she call Big, telling him about the kiss between Aiden and her. Like a child who break a vase, don't know what to do other than wait for punishment. Friend said she thinks too much, i think he mean this scene. But i don't think so. Cause she love Big, that why she felt guilty on what she did. Cause she is being responsible to the one she love. Like Carrie said, ' i don't want to kept secret to each other'

Only when everything falls apart she wonder why she's been complaining about everything. How Big put his feet on the couch. How Big don't like to go for the release. How Big love to stuck in the couch. How Big paying more attention to the tv than her. While the best thing in life is to watch black & white movie with the love one, being simple. She had it but she complaint about it. Isn't it good to be simple?

I vow that i will never kiss another man other than my husband. I cried for that too. :)

Those Arabian women, who were forbid to show their beauty to the world. They still want to be themselves under the black veil. The veil can cover their looks, their appearance, but it can never hide who they really are. True beauty shines from under, and it glows forever.

This movie says a lot about many different kinds of women. I really love it.

insanity of week 7

2010-06-30T03:26:00.001+08:00

i think i'm about to go insane. This week is totally chaos for me.

Within 3days, i have to complete an assignment, 2 presentations, 1 test.

I asked myself should i give up on the test when i was studying just now.

Cause i'm really so exhausted the whole day today.

2 presentations related to a 18-page-long case. Oh fuck!

We only have the time to start reading the case 3 hours before the presentation today

Then come out with 3 pages long answer.
Actually we all fell asleep one by one during discussion, too tired!

Still got a presentation on Thursday. Crashing with my test.

and no time to even read the question yet!

the test, i'm so not prepared for it.

I keep falling asleep while i do revision just now.

Though i took an hour nap just now but still so tiring.

Then stupid net that cannot use at the most important moment!

Luckily i brought my laptop to do assignment while watching semi final last night then i able to finish up to half.

Borrowed broadband from JiaXin today and finish up the whole assignment part.

Wasted a day! i supposed to finish it last night and start studying for test since after class at 5pm just now!

Sometimes you're tested on how much you can give before you take.

Tough up! Everything's gonna be fine. I don't get knock down so easily :)
Tomorrow is a new day!

(Urgh, hate to encourage myself when i'm actually very discouraged now)

Lulian~

2010-06-23T03:38:00.000+08:00

today, it's the happiest day since 2010. :)

i ate durian and i really enjoy laughing with my friends. It was so fun together! We played too much until we got complained by other lots. Uncle Mok came up to my house to warn us. But he is very kind lar. haha

everyone was laughing, like we couldn't even stop it. I love to see 'em smile, from the bottom of hearts. :)
now i stil burp with durian smell in my mouth aha!

Laze: this durian sure very nice!
Elooi: how you see de? i cannot tell which one is nicer!
Laze: u stupid, cuz i ate then i noe la!

WenBin: yii~ Lao Hong wor~
Cindy: where got? he came?
WenBin: cuz Lulian Lao ma~
Cindy: =.=''' tomorrow i buy angmotan. Angmotan Chan~

hahaha!

the war between two childish 21-to-be guys.

Tomorrow we gonna cook again! :) it's so late now after waiting for the video to upload on Facebook. I'm going to sleep~ nite nite, world.

june, not good.

2010-06-23T03:19:00.001+08:00

June been torturing, i'm broke, seriously, pathetically broke.

And finally i got my health report on Friday.

It's been waiting for me in the clinic for two weeks. i kena 3 injections for Hep B. Shit! NEEDLES! Plus, i nearly left my ic in the clinic when i left, plus, i'm still using the same road to go Sri Wang every time and use different roads to reach home EVERYTIME. What's wrong with Sri Wang?! Then i got myself lost after getting out from Church Street. That's not good.

PLUS i was informed that i have to take another 3 injections if my Hep B immune still don't grow after the first 3 injections. -.-'''

Then the doctor gave me medicine for bacteria and antibody. I let Cherry and Wenbin taste it a little, and i laugh dead for their expression. xD

it's EXTREMELY SOUR!

gosh! i never taste a medicine that is soooooo sour! it's like the 10times of hi-sour candy.
but still it's nice to get home. :)

lovely chendol ice-cream that waited me in fridge before i reach home. and i got stuffing mang zhang kueh~ putu mayong as my breakfast, fruit after meal that sis peeled skin for me! :) and one of my favorite

cow's ear biscuit! :D i'm very picky on that, not all people know how to make nice cow's ear, you know..

then a hepi burday to Vincent the milk king. I run back to Penang on Saturday night then go home again. :)

it's Largy, i try to peek her through the toilet window. aha! and what a sexy game.

An attribute to my house new mop, who scare the hell out of me when i finish taking bath. It was hang about the same height like me. I turned around and i thought it was a pink hair ghost standing behind me. I screamed very loud. Shitty~

no net!

2010-06-18T13:56:00.000+08:00

less online, more on life.

kinda bored with the life that

'i will die if the world's without internet'

i only like to open online shopping sites, blogspot, pps. Msn is more on asking stuff only. Facebook? Actually my main purpose to log in everyday is just to unlock 'The Mood Weather Report'. Starting to wonder, why i can sit from day till night just to online last time? =.='''

so i'm decided for a change, that is, to stuck myself in library. :) Well, that's a joke.

Just that my friends are all around me, or can reach me by a call. I don't really need net that much, you know. Besides, i found many stuff that i like to do other than sticking my butt in front of my laptop table without a purpose. For one of the examples that you might not believe is, do homework and read my notes. :) Still, i love hanging out with friends.

and recently i'm quite interested to all the stories of great persons. But instead of reading their stories on net, i prefer holding it on my hand. Where can i find it, without needing to pay for it? aha xD

Oh ya! Last night i've got 4 bak zhangS delivered right to my face! Aw.. so hang fuk nia~ Even my mum didn't treat me so good to deliver bak zhang for me.

and i actually need two GUYs to teach me how to steam bak zhang without using a 'kuali'. Sigh.

by the way, guess i won't be coming back till next Tuesday. All uni friends are back to hometown for holiday, i'm going back for gathering, and i gonna SCREW them for the stupid prank! >:(

beware of the next cindy,

i just might surprise you with my change

:(

2010-06-18T13:46:00.002+08:00

昨晚左胸口又再很痛了。

每一口呼吸都在牵扯着我所有的神经。

可是越疼，反而越贪婪。

更用力的想要大口吸气。

结果越来越痛，最后只能缩在椅子上，

用多拉A梦来分散注意力。

看了医生却查不出结果

这种感觉真的很无奈。

是不是真的是迟睡的问题？

T.T

我快要飙泪了啦！

在这样下去我的葬礼会有‘英年早逝，壮志未酬 ’& etc.

OK

2010-06-15T00:54:00.000+08:00

sometimes

it's ok to be weak,
it's ok to be dependent
it's ok to cry
it's ok to feel fear
it's ok to be forgetful

cause i know, there's always a shoulder for me to lean on.

sometimes

it's ok to be stubborn
it's ok to be inconsiderate
it's ok to be nuts
it's ok to be overconfident
it's ok to be stupig
it's ok to be over the edge
it's ok to daydream

cause i know, there's always a hand to pull me back.

sometimes

it's ok to laugh
it's ok to tease
it's ok to love
it's ok to do noob stuff
it's ok to complain everything

cause i know, there's always someone to share everything.

so it's ok to be me, in front of you. :)

cooking!

2010-06-12T02:24:00.003+08:00

Okay, a disastrous week, compensated by a dinner. How disastrous? Let's put it this way, i was in a car then i got flung out of car, hit a Storm, then hit my own car then fell to the road, that kind of disastrous! F! So, I was taking nap on my hostel's sofa and Enson woke me with a knock on my door. I can't sleep back, so i decided to check out what was he doing.

omg~ the guys are cooking. Real version of 型男大主厨. :D So they were busy shouting each other in the kitchen,

   Dog what you wanna do with the carrot la!
   Wei r, did you realise you didn't put the prawns?!
   where are the chillies!
   no no no! too much ad!!
   where got! ngam ngam ho la~
   the onion makes me cry~~ T.T
   u stupid! don't know how to cut the onion correctly la

then, i was only lying on the sofa with me pillow in my hug and watching them. Largy woke up and joined me to watch them. They were cutting things, boiling this and that, testing taste, and macam macam.

They played and spilled the oil, on the floor, and the wall. =.='''

our cook for the night.

it dont look very attractive on pics but it actually taste quite good. I like the balsam pear and sardin the most. Still feeling reluctant to accept corn as part of vege.. so the egg i ate real few~ but it's nice. :) Oooh~ they had the soup served too! but no pics~ xD

Taadaa~ Laze even fill our rice! So i really only sit there and wait for food. :) Bo huat.. i don't know how to cook.

all finished~ actually i want to fill rice again, but sadly, no more rice~ T.T the balsam pear really nice lar~~

me and elooi then serve as the cleaning force, wash all dishes. haha! I will learn to cook.... someday later! Hmph! Thanks for the dinner after all.

by the way, went to Mansion 69 on Wednesday. It was real fun and real embarrassed as well. I have mixed feeling for the last two buckets of heneiken! Cause it was enjoyable but also the reason for all my shame~ Sigh

i hate needles!

2010-06-07T04:34:00.002+08:00

i've beeng stung 3 times, in a weekend.

i personally would like to call this situation, DAMMIT

yes, god damn it! 3 times! what a stupid fate of mine!! Urgh! God~ don't you know i hate needles?

The first time, i was eating at Shafikah before going back to sp, a stupid bee decided to commit suicide, with my left arm.

"Shhhhhhhhit!!!!!"

I'm sure my voice was way louder than the pouring outside Shafikah.

At first, it was just a very very small dot with a little reddish and much pain.Then, i got back to SP, thinking that, it's just a small bee, my arm will be fine soon. Plus, my arm really doesn't look very serious, i guess it will be okay the next day. When i woke up, it becomes this.

It swollen for about 3 or 4 inches area and it looks like i have muscle! Yea, it's funny but actually not enjoyable for me. :( The hole becomes bigger, and the whole swollen part is warmer than my other body parts. It gets so itchy when i sleep that i keep on scratching it, it's beyond my control!

Then i went out with Lao Hong them for supper at Raja Uda. We stopped at the wrong place and ended up drinking a drink and left to the right place again. I was full when i reached, so i went Raja Uda, but didn't eat the famous tom yam. Sigh. Enson teased that it's my karma to be stung by bee for bullying him too much!

I swear, i will pluck the wings of all bees that i catch from now on, and then use water colour to paint it all black! Make it to do pole dance for me! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

Then the next day, which is today, i need to go clinic to take blood test, as i promised my dad when i was in Indonesia. I was planning to skip the test, but my dad called to the doctor. Dammit! If i don't go, my dad will find out. So, shitty, i go... and i lost in Sri Wang, again! It's stupid, for sp-ian to lost in sp. :(

D: eh, why your arm got plaster?

C: I was stung by a been last few days. Can I just DON'T get the injection?

D: oo.. You guess?

C: erm... Yes? *nodding head*

D: oo.. normally we give injection la..

C: oo... then, i'll get the injection la... T.T

So, i kena two injection, one for taking blood, one for the stupid bee!

I was so damn scare when i was lying on the bed!

D: don't look, i scare later you'll faint.

C: @.@''' oo.. okok!!!

then finally, two little bottles of my blood flow out from my right arm, i only know it was two bottles when it's done. Then an injection again, on my left arm, and it's really hurt, even till now. :(

so bee stung + one injection + blood test = 3 stung

i pay at the counter, RM110. What the heck?! You poked two holes on my body, take two bottles of my blood and i still have to pay you RM110???!!! URGH!

i leave the clinic with RM3 in my pocket. Then i got lost in Sri Wang again and don't know why i turned to the pisang goreng there. So i decided to buy pisang goreng to compensate myself. Then AGAIN, i don't know how and why, i reached taman sejati when i actually wanna go back to my house =.=

Then, finally, i got home and i start to feel dizzy again. When my mum's phone rang, i grab her phone and try to get it to her, then my vision got black and i hit myself against the door. OUCH!! Do i need to explain how much it hurts?! Fine,

IT'S REALLY HURT!!!!!

i've been feeling dizzy when i get up from lying after the blood test today. Whatever, it happens all the time. When i tell people, they say, you're just being sensitive. When i fainted, then they ask, how come you never tell?!

Only after i meet my classmates i realise that i actually cannot eat seafood and chicken, or my wound will get itchy. =.=''' i ate many crabs today, and i ate many praws yesterday. wtf~ That's why i've been scratching it all the time.

by the way, it's been a wonderful week, though my weekend is rather miserable. But, i'm happy, truly happy on how i pass this week. :) This week, maybe not. I know something i don't like is coming.

i promised myself to sleep early and look what is the time now.. 4.57am... urgh! Tomorrow i will sleep on 12midnight! Been running out of my schedule ever since i sleep late once on 4.30am last week. :( In love with Facebook the mood weather report application, now i unlock 50 over 88 emoticon ad ^^ Unlock each a day~

不如远走高飞，自己解围，我，无路可退。

难熬的不是距离，是牵挂。

我是懦弱的人，只想要得到好的，不想承担失败。

shhhhhh.... don't tell anyone

2010-06-02T18:21:00.002+08:00

国王的驴耳朵的故事

从前，有一个富裕的王国，那里的国王英明、百姓勤劳，全国和乐融融。但是，国王有一个不为人知的烦恼，就是他的耳朵一天比一天长。
国王每天都担心:我的耳朵越来越长，如果百姓知道了，他们一定会嘲笑我……因此为了遮住长耳朵，国王特别订做了一顶大帽子。
全国的人民都很好奇:为什么国王每天都带着大帽子呢?但是，没有人敢问，所以也没有人知道国王长了一对长耳朵。

有一天，国王发现自己的头发太长了，便请宫里最守信用的理发师，进宫帮他剪头发。理发师小心翼翼的脱下国王的帽子，看见国王的耳朵，吓得直发抖。国王对他说:“我听说你是个守信用的人，我要你发誓，绝对不会说出我长了驴耳朵的秘密，如果你违背了誓言，我就把你关起来!!”理发师不停的点头说:“您放心!我绝对会保密的!”
理发师回到家，邻居都跑来问:“听说你进宫帮国王剪头发呀!那你知道国王为什麼每天都带著一顶大帽子吗?国王到底是不是秃头呀?”但是理发师只是摇摇头，什么也不敢说。
理发师虽然守住了秘密，可是却每天反覆的想著:“国王有一对驴耳朵！国王有一对驴耳朵！国王有一对驴耳朵！”他一直将秘密闷在心里，终于生病了。
医生建议理发师:“你到深山里挖一个洞，对著洞口大声说出藏在心中的秘密，病就会好了。”

理发师听了医生的话，立刻到深山里挖了个地洞，对著洞口大声喊:“国王有一对驴耳朵！国王有一对驴耳朵！国王有一对驴耳朵！”

说完以后，理发师觉得轻松多了，他开心的说:“啊！说出秘密真舒服呀！”接著，他用泥土把洞口埋起来，高高兴性的回家去了。
几年以后，埋住国王秘密的洞口长出一棵大树。有一天，一个牧羊少年砍下那棵大树的数枝，做成了一只笛子。
牧羊少年在草原上吹笛子，没想到这只笛子吹出来的声音竟然是:“国王有一对驴耳朵！国王有一对驴耳朵！国王有一对驴耳朵！”少年觉得这只笛子真神奇，就到城里边走边炫燿。
不久，城里所有的人都听到了笛声，最后，连国王也知道笛子说出“国王有一对驴耳朵”这件事情。国王非常的生气，可是却懂那是个事实。

于是，国王想了想，决定把全国的百姓集合起来，然后脱下大帽子。大家看到国王的长耳朵，都吓了一大跳。
国王笑著对大家说:“这是上天送给我的礼物，让我用这对长耳朵聆听你们的心声，好好治理国家！”大家听了，全都感动的鼓起掌来。勤政爱民的国王，也更受人民的爱戴。

秘密说出来了，大家都得到了幸福。

i think most of us heard this bedtime story before, right?

The truth is, it's hard to keep a secret. Sometimes it's torture to keep a secret too. I once make a mistake by telling out something i shouldn't. You don't know how it feels. You seriously can't imagine how it feels to be like me at that moment. The guilt can kill.

So, i'm forcing myself to learn, to be a good secret keeper. Not that i'm keeping things away from people, but i wasn't supposed to tell at first. People tell me secrets cause they have faith in me, i have to make the faith worthy. When they say 'keep it a secret' then i have to hold on to it too.

Both besties, it's a dilemma to choose, telling or not. I know i wouldn't be blame if i tell it this time, but it's a test that i have to pass myself. I'm still struggling. When i'm not telling, it doesn't mean i measure you lessor than anyone of my friends.

As long as you knew the answer of who dropped into the love river, then it wouldn't be such a sin for me not telling, i guess? :)

Why ah shun char kuei teow didn't open today.. sigh, i was so excited for it samo..

I'm a cereal killer!

2010-06-01T13:26:00.002+08:00

Be aware that there's a cereal killer on the move! Let's welcome, the very best~~~~~~~~ LIM CINDY!!

Yes, when i say cereal, it means CEREAL!! don't doubt me!

This is what i had for breakfast for today. :) Finally i bought a new box of koko krunch~ *loving it deep deep* and full cream milk which i always forgot to drink it. haha! I wasn't supposed to open it today you know?

Well, due to severe technical problem, the breakfast that i supposed to go with Laze today is cancel. (Urgh, i miss Hokkien Mee!). The cause of the severe technical problem is i went to pay college tuition fees with Elooi and Tortoise yesterday morning and then had a meal at Subway *loving it deep deep*. Then, as usual, i forgot my phone in Enson's car and left it for the whole darn day. Then when i finally collect my pitiful phone at supper time, i only checked missed calls and messages without glancing at the low batt situation.

Poor thing, it has been trapped by me in Enson's car, now i still giving it less care. :( So when laze try to call me this morning, TAADAA~ my phone's battery got empty and auto off jor~ So he called 4 times and i was still in my dreamland. :)

By the way, forgot to tell you that it's been wonderful days since Friday. Well, it was simple days, but i love simple. Well, the most of it is teasing Largy and receiving all shocking news. Yes, very SHOCKING indeed. Also, in one day i ate 3 kinds of fruit! Aw~ you have no idea how rare a hostel student have the chance to enjoy fruit, don't you? Guava, grapes, and my favorite bananas~ ^^

one of my favorita~ i was walking back to the car with Hory after going for tarot cards, and we passed through Baskin Robbins then only i realise, it was 31st may! How lucky!!! :))))) So i got myself a mad for chocolate and gold medal ribbon. Haha, i'm still so overwhelmed with it. WHEE!

and to my biggest satisfaction is this!!! Pong Pia!!!! arrrrrrr! I love it soooooooooo much! :DDD

You're just a stupid kid who thought you're so brilliant, you dumbass~ By laughing for those stupidity i had done all my part. :)

Classical vs. Legendary

2010-05-27T18:45:00.002+08:00

I'm the typical type of classic.

Yes. Those who appear once as an important guest, goes in with a bang and leave flawlessly with a smile. Then forever be reminded in everyone's heart with the perfect image. Not faded until the end of time. Classical are decent but shine from the under. If you saw it, it's your pleasure, if you didn't then not in a life time it will ever happen again. Those are classical, well, as what taught by Hory. :)

Legendary on the other hand, are the hero's of everyone's heart. They will appear every time you needed help. Those who create loud entrance, those who get applause every time they are spotted. Those who always the centre of attraction, the reason why everyone is gathered. They pull everyone together, and make things happen. Those who always be the one who you will like to show off with. And those with the popular quote from movie "i'll be back~". and yes, they always come back. Those are the legends.

The difference of classical and legendary?
classical dies, like Mozart, Beethoven and Picaso.
legend lives forever, like Batman, Superman, and Wolverine.

So, me, the typical type of classic is finally dead. I'm aged for my identity. For now, i'm only interested on sleeping, Yes. It's quite cynic to find out that the best way to keep your mind clear is by sleeping it off. Sometimes when you don't watch, it's the time when you really seeing it clear. Well, of course partly it's due to my poor health. Once i had not enough sleep, my chances of collapse are higher. You have no idea how my world been upside down when the clock pass 1am last night. That's why i say, i'm aged.

I'm in love with the life i'm having right now. I deal with great friends, the one who walks a long long journey with me, and enjoying it, the one who calls me middle of the night just because she is too worry about her paper the next day, the one who eat everything in large size, the one who eats pedigree, the one who vandalise all the tables he can reach, the one who burps and farts alot, the one who will be transformed to a lovely boy when he's having a sour palm ice cream. :)

and that's all that a dead classic would need. She still rocks from the underworld.

nite nite

2010-05-25T22:56:00.000+08:00

Maybe i'm really getting old you know. Starting to feel sleepy real early. Guess early starting class and late
ending class won't be a problem to myself now. I can fall asleep at anywhere after clock strikes 12, for no reason. And i was starting to yawn since 10pm today! Gosh!

So gonna take a bath and say Good Night to all sweethearts. ;)

Going Ingolf for lunch on Thursday! Hopefully it's for real this time ^^

new semester!

2010-05-14T23:23:00.000+08:00

Monday

1100-1300 cp AP - can't wake, no doubt, SKIP!
1400-1600 b106 SFM

Tuesday

0900-1100 cp SFM - can't wake, no doubt, SKIP!
1600-1700 b106 ES

Wednesday

1100-1330 cp AT - big possibility can't wake as well, SKIP!
1500-1630 b106 AT

Thursday

0930-1100 t001 AP - can't wake, but tutorial, so cannot skip...
1300-1500 cp ES
1500-1600 b106 ES

Friday

0900-1030 cp M&E -can't wake, no doubt, SKIP!
1030-1200 t109 M&E

This semester timetable is so not cool. Classes start early and end late! :'( how to play late? how to go sing k? and 5 subjects! URGH! Everytime i saw AFA's students with lessor subjects i'm so regret that i choose AAC. But, i did choose, there's no one that i can blame. :) Well, at least, professional paper won't come so soon, not until i say I'M PREPARED!

Well, at least here, lecture don't take attendance, so i'm still a free bird~ muahaha! Class skipping is my second profession! :D

HOPEFULLY, ALL PASS.
i hope my luck is always here, to protect me when i have trouble, just like i can always find my stuff when i lost it. :)

hey hey, now that you have my timetable, you can stalk me! xDDDDDD

if i'm no longer apprieciated as a friend then i can only take this person as a bad debt,

to be FORGONE.

result

2010-05-11T22:47:00.000+08:00

ALL PASSED! :)

KEYS IC MONEY PHONE!

2010-05-03T11:50:00.000+08:00

Seriously serious, that my lousy memory problem is getting serious. Sigh, though i check my stuff time to time, but don't know why i still always forgot my stuff. URGH! Why?! Cause i don't eat capsicum? Does capsicum even have anything to do with stronger memory? It stinks, so i think it's not good, at all. :/

It's not the first time all this careless mistakes happened. Hello~ learn from your mistakes please! Well, i learnt... then i forgot. -.-''' Seems like nothing last long in my brain, i wonder if i'll be the youngest person to get Alzheimer's?

Erm, maybe i was too tired, you know?

I went out to Gurney with friends after came back from camping. When we go for dinner at Subaidah only i realised, SHIT! WHERE'S MY KEY??!! Everyone asked me to think but i can't remember at all! When things are too routine for me, i tend to just forget about it. Example, i won't remember where i dump my wallet today, i just go to the places where i possibly put it everytime, cause it's routine that i put it at those places only! That's why when i put something out of it's place, i can't remember, as i never think of remembering it!

So i thought real hard but still don't remember where i put my keys, and then i thought, maybe i left it at the entertainment centre where we went for car race. Hmm, so after dinner the boys went to gaming while Enson drive me back to Gurney to search for my keys. I rushed to 7th floor, ask the counter, search the whole place, but it was not there. Then i thought, maybe i left it at the cinema, so i asked the counter, still they said NO KEYS!

What to do? i can't go home without keys as my housemates all went back to their hometown already.. :'( At last, decided to stay a night at Enson's place and get my keys from landlord Mr.Teh the next day. Went to Cherry's house, borrowed a short pants and a contact lenses casing from her ( Sorry that she had to throw away her contact lenses in order to give the casing to me T.T i'm sorry~). On the way home, Enson said, actually today i didn't hear the noisy sounds of your keys the whole day, you know? Then i told him, maybe we used to the sound, so we didn't realise it.

Walk back to Enson's house, which is just next to my house, i didn't see my keys still. Then i peek into the key hole, and i screamed,

'OH MY GOD, I FOUND MY KEYS!!!!!!!'

Yes, it's at the other side of the door. =.=''' I left it there for whole day, and didn't even locking it up (actually not much difference, as people still can unlock it with my keys). Went inside house to check my stuff, FUH~ nothing gone. Thank god, i'm really in my luck! Sitting in front of laptop, i don't know to laugh or to mad at myself, how long i'm going to live in these kind of roller-coaster-like-life? I'm truly surprised by myself, that i am able to be sooooo careless.

Enson said 'I'm so happy to have you as my friend, you give me surprise everyday.. -.- '

After telling Laze that i found my keys, i lose the last strength of energy. Lying in the bed, thinking, 20 years old, should have known how to take care of myself. Yet i'm still giving challenges to my friends everyday. Did i failed to be a 20 or 21-to-be? Even if i lost something valuable one day, i have no one to blame but myself. Careless can kill, you know? Wonder if i am going to be this lucky for the rest of my life?

Everytime i lost something, i asked myself to be careful next time, yet i still not able remember the lesson i learnt for long.
我可以糊涂的过一辈子，却不希望麻烦别人。

Thanks for everyone who helped me! Especially Cherry and Enson *big kisses*

你不是真正的快乐

2010-04-27T16:05:00.002+08:00

曾经有个男孩很让我心动。
在我生病的时候，是他骑着摩哆，半夜为我送来一包暖暖的苦茶。
一封又一封的简讯，提醒我早睡，多喝水，别洗头，记得盖被单。
肚子饿的时候，他总会刚好也说，诶，我很饿，一起去吃东西。
有次下着毛毛雨，他犹豫了很久，应不应该带我去吃宵夜。
因为他担心我淋雨了，会生病。
在通宵做project时，他陪我想solution，一起熬到早上。
我的隐形眼镜掉了，带着一边的隐形眼镜去考试，是他问了我度数后
二话不说，就买了一对新的。
每天最快乐的事情也不过是半夜坐着摩哆，和他绕过山路。
从来在他身边，都会觉得很放心。

可是何奈，对他来说，我只是个再普通不过的朋友。
他从没发现，我。。
那一年的圣诞节，大家都在玩雪花，
他和我擦肩而过，护着一个女孩。
我连叫住他的勇气都失去了。
到最后，我们都不再联络了。

如今，那两张我们一起看的戏票，都已经退色了
偶尔遇见，也只是笑笑问好
只是今天和朋友聊起，忽然又想起他了。
虽然当时觉得不舍，但现在回想，
还是很谢谢他，让我感受过喜欢一个人的感觉。
我们是朋友，可是他还是让我学了很多。

像女王说的，
每一个男友/女友，在你人生中，都扮演了不同的角色
每一个男生/女生，都是上帝派来教导你不同事情的老师，或许他是天使，或许他是恶魔，不管你快乐与痛苦，最后你学到许多东西，你的人生会更成长更坚强，更懂事更成熟，因为你从他们生上学到了‘爱情’，你在爱情里找到了自己。

在寻找男友/女友的角色的过程，我们也找到了自己，这段寻找的过程到了最后，我们真正需要的是，一个能点燃你生命的另一半。

-- adapted from I am Queen

我不懂，发生了什么事。
你总是很轻易的带过，让大家都忘了问起。
所有的事，我也只能看fb去猜测。
你不说，我不问。
可是却也知道，你不是真正的快乐。

我不开心时，是你陪我熬过的。
虽然我懂，可能我不是你想要诉说的那一个，
可是你不开心时，我仍希望，我也能够在你身旁。
别SAD了。:)

‘不要哭，答应自己，不管别人说什么，都不要哭。’

The Wonderfools

烂

是我

鱼缸

微雨之城

hmm?

星空

the less important me

小聊

遇见

就流浪吧

困窘

la la la~

random

=/

笑一个

Where is the love?

recent me

右肩

lesson

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Fussy!!

喵 :3

Just a little bit

牙医事件

Smartie

Whitby

Journey :)

Happily mine :)

hello!

the favorite color of my ear

,

Sun will Shine, My Friend!

Ipoh tunnel

Time made us vulnerable

C.A.K.E.S

don't even ask

Yay!

Final Battle!

风车转转

crap

.

The lazy song

早安

the ice cream junkie

draw no lines

百分百感觉

达不到的愿望

烟

倒数2天

汤圆·很圆很圆~

Insomnia

Here Comes December

I Don't Like You

幸福的预告

值得就好

just another day :)

broken

wonders of 21st

ACCA

random

你是什么书？

livin' like a pull & bear

two new cups!

坏习惯

THINK POSITIVE!

倾诉

Eggs

六十年代的收藏品

我要你的爱

午后

Salar-Uyuni

sick jor wor

这是一个悠长假期

bare foot

快乐

他给我的五份感触

Cameron Highland

Twilight Saga: Eclipse

Sex & the City 2

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